i am in the middle of deep darkness..

i wanna be free of myself

i keep on staring at my hands..

 wonderin' what am i going to do with it?..

..to revive my lost soul,,

an empty soul

after all they are,

a pain in the ass!!

<sub>HE Take EveRything for Granted .....

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Do I love him?
I don't know.
Maybe yes and maybe no.

Does he love me?
I hope so
O, my God, please tell me so.

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^{_{Love is like energy
Turning inside, from dawn of life
Although the stormy desert of
It. Till the dusk.
Love in the night should explode.
Couples can make it so fine.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
I shall never bear you a grudge.
I would rather reflect on it with a forgiving touch.
Like the sea, our waves will rise high.
You'll be my GUY, I'll be your GIRL
I run out of ideas. I run out of words}.}

Never go from me, always go towards.

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^{_{I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately,
I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life,
To put to rout all that was not life and not when I had come to die
Discover that I had not lived.}}

_{^{-          Thoreau}}

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The Road Not Taken

...Two roads diverged in a wood
And I took the one less traveled by
And that made all the difference.

- Frost

Dead Poet Society

            _{i keep on telling myself that i live not just to please anybody or everybody..but surely that wasn't true,,i would be a hypocrite if i really believed in it, of course i do care on what other people will think or say about me,..but sometimes nah..most of the time i really don't give a damn on what they'll think bout me..kasi ako lang naman ang naapektuhan d ba un nga maco-corrupt pa ang utak mo, ang whole system mo at buong pagkatao mo..pero siguro nga nagiging defensive lang ako..well it's still a struggle within me..contradicting noh?!ang hirap kasing i-deal ang sarili, human nature, that is,,kaya 'yun,,. wait, do i make sense?!}

                                     

       "Remember to always say what you mean.

If you love someone, tell them.

_{pagpasok ng buwan ng Pebrero medyo kakaiba ang feeling..ewan ko ba? tapos narinig ko pa sabi sa radio, na single awareness month na daw..langpucha!kelangan pa bang ulit-ulitin....tapos busy ang lahat sa kani-kanilang gimik pra sa Feb 14, mga dates nila..ako wala lang wa ko iniisip..cguro 'to ung kabutihan ng pagiging single..pagiging NBSB at SSB..!! pero mejo kakalungkot lng din xiempre..kze kahit gusto mo ma-inlove sa araw ng mga puso, e wala naman..nagmamahal ka nga di naman alam, wala namang napapala..kaya 'to biter-biteran ang lola mo.. nung valentine's day wala namn maxadong nangyari,,d ko nga naramdaman siguro dame lang ako iniisip...:) basta excited lang ako sa day na 'un kaze UP FAIR na!!!yehey!!!! nakita ko rin pala ang aking 'mahal' na bini-bid lang naman..di ba con?*wink* may espesyal din palang nangyari kahit papano..nasabihan ko ng 'i love you' ang aking pamilya..lahat sila..wala lang kakatuwa lang..buti na lang i have my family and friends na nagmamahal sa kin..kaya im definitely single but not alone...:) 2 days na ang lumipas..kagbi galing pala ko fair..ang saya saya ang gwapo ni Rico..galing galing...!!!nwei ok n ko, nalagpasan k na ang most 'fave' day ko..lumipas na ang bein-single, what's-wrong-with-me, why-am-i-still-single sentiments ko...basta eion..o mare, nabuhay na ko..!!heheheÛ}